When I first entered Equator college for a few months, I did this pencil art and let my classmate took my picture holding like this. It used to be very memorable when I hang out with my friends. But behind the portrait deep inside my mind I was very sad cos my art wasn't that awesome back when i first entered college. People are all comparing each others art and I felt sad cos nobody like my art. Nobody wanted to be my friend, and everything felt black and white and empty.